My fears,pain and hpoe

I dont know what is ahead of me..i feel so afraid of things that will happen on my future...theres always a question that gives me fears and sometimes it give my heart a pain that i cant really explain..then i ask God how strong i am my Lord to avoid from destruction?Do I made a monster by my own?Do i need to know all this to be strong?and in a moment an answer come..im here to serve God and not to question Him..I'm here for a purpose not to be one of those human who consider themselves a god of there own selves..Yes people said im weird and out of the blue they even called me a nun but im not a nun im not a catholic but i am a Christian a conservative 0ne..im a simple lover of God..my Jesus and my savior...I dont care what people will say against me my God is powerful and Mighty i will never be afraid nor be fall in human vain...i have to finish my raise in reach my final destination and to please my God.For i know along all ways i walk through My God will give all good things and riches that i need most.Its normal that i feel afraid and have great fears but my Lord will supply me courage and Determination to go forward and serve as a Blessing to all I known.Thank you Dear God for Loving me and nurturing me and for keeping me in your undying love.In your arms I will always be secure and safe.