How amazon stand in the Fuedal lord of greed

In my previous story as i continue,my father was a sugar cane laborer the same as my mother,I and my two older brother was trained to work at field rain or under the tremendous heat of the sun,people in the place mock and deprive my family,most the landlord of the Hacienda,he is succumb and greed,i wonder why God allow this kind of mammals to be alive..Our house is 4 kilometer away from my school since I was in primary grade until secondary years,when i was in college,I was force to move at the city to the house of my grandmother my mother's parents but sad to say they treat my like nobody.Then my father asked me to go back home and patiently walk 4kilometer from home to the terminal to were another long hour of travel in order to reach my school I took up A.B.majoring Political Science and minor in English.Life is so unfair that we always starving for our daily needs,I and my two brother are all studying in college my heart is full of hatred and revenge to all of those who cause us from suffering from poverty.Firstly,to the feudal lord which he made my family starving because of his greediness of money,second my father's sister for they always mock as and under estimated us and finally to all who says that i am stupid that i can finished my study because i know nothing but to be paranoid...How then amazon stand in all this trials in the place of feudalism? I was said to be a great amazon of my time not to carry fire arms, not to be a leader of rebels.. but how i overcome the heavy load and burdens in my heart that leads my way were i am now..